Dammit, I need to get motivated! I took a break…yeah, that break has been a couple hours long now, shame on me. It wasn’t necessarily an entirely unPRODUCTIVE break, as I did some more of my reading list, but I know that piddling about on the computer is NOT what I need to be doing right now. I need someone to kick me in the ass, just a little bit!

And even more dammit….It’s interesting how music really does mold my mood. Right now, the playlist I have on might seem to be all sappy, but it really isn’t. It’s actually sort of empowering! For example, right now, I’m listening to a song by Manic Street Preachers that two months ago simply devastated me. Now, though, with the help of the Lifescripting principles, it’s actually lifting me up. Weird how that happens. It’s all about reframing, even though the thing that gets to me is not having access to huge wellsprings of childhood memory, since that is the critical point of Lifescripting.

Still, I’m feeling the last verse of this song, like a lot…”you are pure, you are snow…..rock and roll is our epiphany…” Yeah, did they write that song for me or WHAT? Iggy’s right in his interpretation of that song, I know it now. And I feel good on that front. Really good.

I’m kind of in a Lucinda Williams mode right now. Kinda funny that I finally took a look at some Liz Phair–love the lyrics, can’t stand the music. LOL