And of course, I should go to bed wicked early so that I can be just the right level of pepped tomorrow. I have a lot to do tomorrow, as well (to wit, I-9 documentation to BOTH temp agencies, some online assessment stuff, etc.), once I get off work. At the same time, I need to do a lot around the house, so it’s one of those things. I had hoped for a little bit of R&R tonight, but it doesn’t look as if THAT is going to happen, which is annoying. Oh well, can’t win ‘em all!

I do know this: I will be in bed by 9 PM, so that I can be up by 4 AM, even though leaving at 5 will be fully adequate. Part of me feels like I ought to go to sleep NOW, because the phone may well ring at an odd hour (everyone thinking that I am working nights), but I know that if I do that, then I’ll likely wind up accomplishing NOTHING. And I’m getting tired of that.

I am a bit frustrated that I will NOT be able to complete the full commitment to this project, should they decide to keep me for the next couple of weeks, but I REFUSE to reschedule my therapist appointment again. I’ll step out in faith, hoping for the best.

And I do think that I have figured out what the universe is trying to teach me with this current round of setbacks: That I WILL survive, even when I think I can’t. That I’m stronger than I thought. 2. To really APPRECIATE the call center opportunity and give it my ALL, not get so caught up in possibles that I fuck up a good thing.